Tuesday, November 4, 2014

9th Selpheln - Samsara

Star of David date October 29, 2013 - ---"Stranger: In this way, then, divide all science into two arts, calling the one practical (praktikos), and the other purely intellectual (gnostikos). Younger Socrates: Let us assume that all science is one and that these are its two form" Plato------------------------ - - -Those who go's chasing white rabbits knows = Fox makes holes to trap it, dag nabbit ------------------------------------- -------------------I awoke in my comfort zone, wooded and secluded - by two me and three I's - my one man tent was like a baby in a mother mamerryah -mamaryah mamariahhhhh played on my wynd up alarm clock - - - and this was my nirvana moment, on the plataue of my life cycle - - - I sat by the Great Lake MichaDjin, but still near many maple leaf tree's, from the Cain-Addidas border. Everything I was trien to make since of was makin since now, since I got away from the land locks - cuzz dam, when any one tries to make since of things, why he will go through changes, and any one who looks for something, will eventually find it right there? - he will put him self in the center of every universe in order to understand and stand over, every thing surrounding him = as a Sun see's all around his plan it............................................ - nothin mytical about looking into the eyes of the son.........................I was trained on Sunship the RAther ship to see, hear, feel, taste, smell and sence essence - This is my design to watch in wonder - Culture shock I seeketh - so to speaketh --------------------- ----------------------------------------------I unzipped my dome and looked up into the EyE staRe - And soon it turned black, and image's began to appear, the image of my self as a baby, kinda like the opening start to the TV show "Teletubbies" the baby laughing and looking down,,, turns to a mirror of me lookin back at my self, all the way to the soul it burned on my spirit the solar winds of it coronal ejaculation, th - Yes I out I did recall the sun song by Bruce the super jew Springsteen light blinded, but no one ever heard of him in Indiana till mUSEic TellyourVisions came along in the early ladies, some time before all the slim shady's stood up------------------------------------------------------------------ Samsara, was the occult was teaching over 1000 years ago, the returns of cycles of gene eric rebirths, the appearance of Avatars n masters to help humans evolve in to retarded and disfigured people with no self control - But here I reckend then, should be about 144, 000 genetic samsara, that cam from 144 root, that came from 12 root Soulph like men, the original Godman, musta had 12 dirt babies, and from there the many more sand on the beach was added to help the bones stick to the dirt, salt and water skin - - - ---------- - - - I could feel them from far away suddnly as if the sun had connected us back to a silent contact in some realm I never saw on TV as much, but as C.G. Jung suggested, going craxy may be the only way to sanity here in hell - - - - - - im already fucked up, alls eye need is self control now,,, and a little understanding that could sky rocket me to exsperience, to be with the one and All as one of all and all of one that everyone has a diff name for - ------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Then I looked away - not bad, i mean I was blind as a bar bat, but I could see better now some how - - -I was found, but I was lost on this earth, an Elian it seemed, everything that was once foggy was now clear and the rain was gone, so pretty, from nature, no so social constructy ------------------------ my crown chakra was causing danderuf - and how did the negative earth help hy head be a positive head post, like any battery gather corrosion - it had corroded and the dandur was all over my black robe, and how did this plan it get here, under my feet i trampled? ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ---------Any one who follows anyone who falls, should also fall in that same pit --------------Any Ox will follow the Oxxn over the cliff -------------Let the followers follow and the leaders lead -----------------They cancel out one another by nature -----------------Any dumb beasts also go extinct from them self --------------------Extinction make's it roomier, and helps with the ambiance----------------------------------------------------------------- Seems I had dabbled in the occult of the Kings book, its unknowing was occult to most but it seemed to speak to me, but not in words, so much as a knowing and a confidence of essence, the consuming fire of babble was condumbed in me, and burning raged endless to the at most fear - even landed in lands named of the same names - born in lebanan, that means white, near Zions-ville and lived in Carmel half my life, mt. carmel, Even that neighborhood, but i didnt ask to be sin chron eye'sd by my own observations of the world, just to fit any scenerio or literary figure, low them one thousand years ago = when god first walked out of the cave exits of earth and build pylons powered by Crystal Gale musical sounds of the 70s CD and a cassette tape collection -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Ill need to get to my roots now, where i cum frum, see if there are any dinosaurs in the wood pile, in my genetics a reptile - could i read them and speak to them? them to me? - maybe an honerary sleatck I could be - - - but it is scary venture to find your a peice of shit, u been treated like your hole life, now be that - - - - - but nay, that would not be the suit case I left at the air port,,, i had inadvertently picked up some ones else's luggage on my way to erath, and bore its weight, as if it was my own - not so, said logic, but myticism said go with it, be a sun of the son and rise the rays n solar winds on your magic bed, take another nap first - - - my fourth grade teacher had given me at 39n years old, some thirty years later, this bed - - - she remember i hated square dancing and was a lazy peice of shit, who served no Kings or Kings men, they never put him together when he fell, why should he fall for that fall again? -----------I been this way before-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- My number was my birth and my death and it calculated death to me that night, i was running out of usefulness on this farm; and i knew them, my farm management as a young man and it payed often, way less than immigrating to China maybe - Genetic engineering by a Jolietville in Diana graduate of saturnday night kung fu theater, with hand made shoe string nun chucks ================================ a bucket of water was thown down on me suddenly, and i awoke in a Santanuary for the Roman people of said congregations empire, the arch die or see's or some shit, then i fall back into mamerys again mamorys again memerys again = = = when the holy water stopped burning - - - the cross they had burned onto my six head needed salve on it so I offerd salvation for some salve--------- I had learnd the art of impregnating a turkey with a machine, with not much less than 100 percent suck says rate, yet the romans treated me like a Yehuda and inquired me to answer the question? "Do you like Mel Brooks and shtick comedy?" was the inquisitors question ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- But fish on friday is all ya get in institootions, i was raised in public school corporations, under the strong arm of corpse real punishment for smart ass's, so ide eat what i get, and never thu a fit.......................... I have to beehave like a cat I said, holy roman noodles in tuna,,, and when in roman satncuarys, or when beEING so torcherd, finally admitted to it, you like pork some times and dont mind eating fish as long as the mud vein is in tact .-----------------. I became a hands on Turkey speacialist, So i had an understanding of things in a farm fresh society - I was a learned lab tech, no military experience needed as a farm worker, genetic engineer and farm man ageer, hey, and I carry the secrets of the trade in my phalactary. A voice in my third ear, said "carry on our way, word sun" - And I would stand above the noise and confusion, to get a glimpse beyond the illusion, some day - ------------------------------- I knew but one observation technique, and sharp eye microscopic lens of the Engle/Eagle/Angel/Angle ==================== The most rebellious Sperm of them all, was chosen for the next generation, the rebel sperm gets the egg, but no one would understand that JewJeneics was still practiced, on farm peoples popes; yes and on popes peoples. But people seemed to breed better with others, when they are packed tight in pens called citys. Like Noah white, u get two of every genre and mix breeed them with other stario types, this why he took 13 chickens on his pirate ship, it is no mystery, when u can eat and live off eggs and your own sea men, if you have too, only in emergency of corse, death or life situations only do u eat sperm man to survive, The oldest milk a man has ever milked is him self, it is the oden days the esoteric father's milk sayeth the paraclete - "No thanks" I said to the paraclete --------------The Rebel Sperm Gets the egg - Motility is his name ------------He is the light of the world in his micro universe, dish is culture we study -------------The rebel cock of the walk, who calls the hens to roost - Apha n omega --------------The mutation to higher life forming, the next generation of the Supermen ---------------From his high place, he becomes one with, to later hatch from the aruric egg - -His aura like flora, his vigor like fauna - This is simple sea agra-culture see, in a dish jujenics - help the flocks evolve -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Samsara always returns as Uncle Sam/Sameal, but never ending storys must end, i must stop rebirth and keep nirvana playing "Cum as you are" - --------------------------------------------Now Carmel was once named Bethlehem, its not much bigger than the eye of a needle but rich men some how get in ever day - A Cat Holy Church "Mt. Carmel" that seems no more on a mount, than it is big enough to store people long enough to leave some cash for the nuns, who promis they are not not modern day whores, who only have marital sex with Heyzues, in his paligamist compound - I found god there my second attmpt at christianity, the nun swas no there but we has plenty dressed in masks, and a couple power rangers came to watch the spectacle of me professing,,, i am tarzan, Lord of the concrete jungle. I had been Baptized in Bethlaham on Holloween day 31 of 1o calender turns, in my 29th year of life - i died again they said, and was raised back to life by a man who may have actually wanted to drown me in that hot tub - leave me feelin like when John the Baptist got oh boy wet, tried the Sun of man to see if he could be drowned,,, so john could be king, it was like a witch test. They would not burn me till later on tho, when i discover they are all war high Archist's on high place's Had a son on 9/9/1999, but what does it all mean, this seeming syncroni city? Means im payin attention to the sun to much watching it in the eye, trien to figure out witch came first, the turkey or the sperm? - - - - - - and consuming more information, in formation, that i can let out of me chaotically some how, and it became piled up to the top, and the drugs n corona bottled sun in a beer bottle, could not hold back, the fire was fully ablze now inside me, the words was like a drug of knowledge - words becane to pile up in me, i never read a hole book till i was 26 years old man, so howmi gonna understand a Kings book about kings, unless i do what they did my self, as if I am them, sorta? I know nothin of Kings and kingdoms condoms----------------------------- Im a joker of things, a fool who his folly is his ambiance, his ignorance was apparent as my paroxide blond hair and failing ego - A Drew trien to be a gentile, he was my soulph, never deviated from me was I, eye just had gotton some guilt along the way, i confessed every bit of it, made amends to everyone i could think i ever harmed. A large mill stone was removed from my neck as the scales fell from miner eyes - the mill stone it became a sharpening tool for my tongue. I could uses this later to tie around the necks of people who hurt children, and toss them into the holy sea - ------------------------- ------------------------"When the truth is found, to be lie's, and all the joy, within you...Die's" Dont you want some body ta love?-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- After trouble with the law at 12 years old, i had actually breifly tried to try church and bible reading - - - reading some passages of meanings, to feel better about people not feeling good about me,,, i went to the local donut and kool aid free day church vacation bible schooling. It qucikly became in my mind, nessary to be a christian and be baptised in the creek at Mts Run Creek in zions ville, seems zionism was a rampant way to being ok in everyones elses eyes, but your own, even in 1981, but i was ready for precog of Van Halens 1984 album - that week the church was loaded with people being waterd down - - - my great aunt Velma, my gandmaw Ruby, Eva a neihbor and grandmaw to my freinds, mary, eva's daughter and several others decided to take the great commish and washeth away the dam legal troubles,,, and peoples judgement on me as a newly devirginized criminal vandal. Now to find religion from it, for others to feel better about me -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I layed back down in the tent as all the mamerys ran thru my vane attempt at being ritually saved from people,,, yet my legs crossed like a internet salsemen, fell back into the moment and the clearing of my inner self made room for my ansisters to sprak to me - - - ---------------------While i was bizy not caring, apparently, some one decided to put me on earth right about the time I am not needing any bull shit from any one, if there is reincarnation, I knew it was gene ethics, only, mostly we are all related by the earth wind and fire at minimum, even if your skin is green and u can shape your shifts - - - or rather u cant bend a spoon with out your hands being noticed - - ---------------------------------------- -------------------------- BE AWARE- Anyone who reads and studies all religions and myths finds the same thing, that all religions and myths are the same stories told a little differently. Dont mean they aint true in many ways - perhaps its the same story? Ide say so, but witch came first the Bible or the Buddha, the Christ or the Krishna? Dates say one thing, I say another. But I am in position to make such a statement, few others are, since they have not went to the pain I have to learn such things wondering time and inner space. ***WARNING*** spoiler alert - - - New Age religion/Enlightenment is a Brand name a product for your consumption - same as all others - Same as Science is a religion is the same divided in two parts - - - everything has two parts and a part joining the two - but duality is double speak in confusing------------------------------------------------------your tongues are your thoughts ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ I realized everyone was in control - mostly of killing them self slow, but who am i to tell them the truth about pearls and pigs, money and clocks, jewlers and jewels and the difference between a bull horn street preacher and a cup of warm coffee at the starbucks, accross the street from starbucks? -------------------------------------This tent is dam comfy, more comfy than the life of an Eve Angel Eye's Her. The pockets hangin on the side with my wind up flash light, two xanax and some beer caps. I went to pee and when i returned it smelled like a brewry in that ig glue - just around the turn of the cetuturions, guard was changing their watch of the night and winding down the sun with in reaching distance of a large golden ladder,,, reaching down past jacks bean stalk cloud castle, where King Gigantis reads prayers - - - and on the yachob ladder, a man changing the light bulb on the suns ideas, what heppend next was not any thing but an attempt to understand me, my numbers, my mirrors and why was they placed every place for people to see them self in, and why do clocks tell everyone what to do on time? I was already telling people the bibles was being misread and unlead for lack of any one trin to learn to be what the great master teacher Yehuda has learned to teach his students to be masters also, and why it wasnt in the book of the law from King James, brother of Katz and why did they ecourage the church of the holy ckats, the Cat-holic church. The Lion of Yehuda was worshiped like a jungle lord, tarzan yelling to gather the animals to have sex with them = who gave birth to the first tribe of mankeys - - according to sanskrit = writing in sand/dirt before paper was invented--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I became paranoid briefly after i learned to yell like that, calling the cat, the dog and even the birds wood whisel back or yell "bob white" back at me in cadence. But before the after, the after before, those real plane's was hit by fake Towers, another sun was born 8/3/2001 near the three rivers St. Joseph, St. Mamary, and Mommee rivers, the original garden of edan is actually in fort Wayne Indiana, where it all started before the in dianas arrived from eyeland or some place - then my 5th son born on 3/13/2003, but whats that mean, all these synchonitys as I learn whats up---------------------------------------------------------------------------- "Where you find five men gathered together, they will have found a sixth man that must die?"----------------------------------------------- --------------------------------------------------I had hoped, not some day, to be killed by five men, so I become what they need me to be = myself -this way if i died myself, i will not regret it being myself at death or any time before that, just to stay gold and I wont have to return after death, I can re tire at nirvana tire center - ------------------------------------------ ----------------------------------Must I walk alone to unfold? How can anyone unfold if his fellow men prohibets him from evolution?-------------------------------------------------------------------------- I was all in the sudden, out of the blue to myself, nothin bad comes out of the blue, ever, I said to my self. But was this a good sign or a bad one? maybe not a sign at all, eh. im imagining again in the universe im in that im actually at the center of. my Bllod is Hewish type and i come ethnicly from people called oden ones, many years ago who must have answerd the questions about pork wrong, to the romans holy cat noodle - cuz they changed their names and location and hid like a jew amoung the flocks of men - Angel and Saxxon jewrms - i could read better, as long as there was no words to interupt me -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - I was erdged to the rum store when the spirits ran out, I must remain spiritual and in the spirits of black bat rum - Two men there in side O'maliahs food market, the groce store it seemed nasty with freezer bitten products, yet next to the eyerish pub w its four leaf clover looking over, at a bar, that means no black people allowed i guess but Ill pass for brown, but these two ethiopians, and i knew it, appeared to me in isle 9 = very tall marphman syndrome other fuckers, dark as vulcan afrika soil, 7 foot each tall in white coats, tried to poison me in a grocery store? with cheese cake? my favorite cheese? and these black Angles from Kemat n Kush ethiopia, wanted to kill me? why? cause im yelling at the royals in a mushroom trip on the astral plane? thats it! gotta be it, im going sane fine ---------------------------------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------ But Oh, but one plane wasnt even hit by a fake tower, and it still crashed into my head right off, like if american politicians are so great n nice to everyone, why r people wanting to kill them with fake buildings and bad news about wars and rumers of wars, dead fish and animals all over the earth, sink holes, people old and young in prophesy all the sudden one day, becoming on this earth what the king yehuda said would come, when the son of man returned? Se here comes the suns -----------------------------"Some times, medicine good - Some times- medicine bad" --------------------------"Never give medicine to one who is not sick" ---------------------------"Never prescribe a medicine you have your self never tried a dose of" ----------------------------"There are more Doctors who kill, than doctors who heal" ------------------------------"Choose your Doctors wise" ------------------------------"To Know your self is to Heal your self" --------------------------------------------------------I went to visit Bill Clinton in 2000; and they wouldnt even let me in the gates, and hey i had repented, and am now at that point a administer of words and good deeps to make up for my past ignorance of people and thing un-noticed - like that words are stupid, unless u need to talk ----------- At least today we have a Basketball court in the white house basement stop bitching about a black man and stop sterotyping him as a anitchrist - maybe he is that, just wjile u beleaive it to be so, like people did hittler once, it faded to another figure and then another neverending epic saga of samsara, not this time - - - I opend my eyes agin and I was sitting in my house on the recline in deep no thoughts, dressed in black night robe during the day, its now 2006 again, but like the sun turns black, so me and my robes turned white - and i changed figures like a transmutaion occured, a chemical wedding like out pouring of the spirit,,, all this from the stuffed words coagulating, inside ah me --------------------------- Im tapped in the the word world - and had to try every religion and such on for size, only way to know some thin, is to eat it and live it and breath it - then burn it - So I ate the air, this was the oldest air I could find, since it has been around and recycled by ever thing that breathed before me, live after me, and the breath I could not see,,, far away was also apart of us all up close, and from the sun, dark and true and from the moon doom and glowm - so air contained all the DNA ever - but what do the numbers mean and can I drink living water and learn the earth secrets, with no words to describe... ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Sow I began to work out every problem there was ever made to not fix - but this one, once I place my self in the center of a universe, It may be hard to not go super nova, since no one has actually visited a super nova or a black hole in space, ide settle for a visit from jim beam and 7up at this point. -----------------------------------"Seasons dont fear the reaper, nor do the Winds, the Sun or the rain We can be like they are"-------------------------------------------------------------------- ---------------------------------------Seasons return like Samasara right? How much more will you return to work the land by the sweat ov yur I brow?------------------------------------------- -------------------------------What is the beast, who is a beast? let me calculate numbers of the beast since the book of life was prolly written around the turkey industry, and production farm out fits in their own fashion, they all the same w slight diff in pro nuns, see the nation of AintLamb and how they dress like nuns that dont want none but get some any way--------------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ - my birth 6/11/1969 - added together one by one = 33 Ok, now i gott technick lee = 2 x6's and 2 x9's - upside down nines are six so three six's in it? am i some kinda antichrist, no way, cause I did the in during Christ------------------------------------------------ --------------------------------------every 6th day at 11 am in my home town a tornado drill goes off -------------------------------------------- - 6-11 in a reflecting pond 911 upside down? Whats ever body so worked up about numbers surrounding a fake plane being crashed in to a fake building that actually wasnt there at all except on TV when it was shown on a hologram show - and tV always teaches people to look - and when u turn it off you can see your reflection in it, just like the sun, it turns black, it was meerlee from the light blinding light that we could not see the darknest of the TV soul--------------------------------------- weird enough - kinda like that movie "the number 23" eh - but i was calculating my number and my self before this movie and my fingerling was not as type ready-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - my social security number 314-76-1749 added together = 42 = the angle of a rainbow========================================= nothin do do with the planet Jewpeter--------------------------------------------------------------- Allot can be said about rainbows n 42's maybe when your goin insane trien to get sane, at least thats what im told to think about 42 when im aware im crazy enough to consider it, anything other than a random number sequence - - - like all things im told, to think them------------------------------- - as they are the aura of the earth, they mark the earths aura dome igloo that few ever see out of, since like a window, daytime space is darkend blue, and at night, it is see thu - and when i spray the hose misting, the close by rainbow is my auric egg rainbow, my very sign god will not flood the earth again? what does it mean, my rainbow, my invisible egg, till i mist the hose on a sunny day, at 42 degrees tip and bottom, but who can hatch this egg i pondered? Not to mention the number 42 in the movie "hitch hiker guild to the galaxy", is the most important thin beside a towel, in the world and even universe n galaxy, so rainbows mean life, absence of rain bows are sign of pending death - i wasnt yet 42 years of age but im 44 as i write this, what does it mean - 44 after all, it is a multiple of 11 - and I was born on the 11th day of June after all right? so this all means someting? Waht is between our auric egg and the sun, can we even see it out side our auric egg between it and the sun? - --------------------------------------------------And if the sun is far away and the at most fear makes it magnified then from space why isnt the same magnification there, should not I be able to from space see your every move up close using the st most fear as a looking glass - or maybe the sun is not as far away as your lead to bee leave------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - Ok, wait, let me rake my self out of the the picture and look at this all again, my life seems planned, layed out and in play, yet i know i can do as i wish, is humans totaly depraved and unable to transmute base metal desire into golden love/will? a Great work of a philosopher to study and become nature/natural - A magnum opus of spiritual mutation, a psychological healing of all your lifes karma and genetic karma ends with the breaking of cycles created genetically. The genetic reincarnation of the good Kings of old perhaps, maybe some evil ones as well -----------------I can escape rebirth, yes even uncle samsara wants you, in this end ever ------------------------------------------------------------------------------- What does it mean now? nothing, absolutely nothing - but this: When you put your self into a universe, you became the center of it, everything correlates to you/me, we learn from where we once was not, we put our self in the shops of wise men fist, to test them, if they fit we make our own shoes and walk our own path, it seems wise not to follow another destruction ------make it the last one ------ We haveta imagine, this person, me, best yet YOU = observing them self, in a situation or trein to learn from things in a foreign environment, each time we are born from the waters of mamarryah gene etic rebirth, as if your the purpose to know your self, and learn from what i was reading - for inctance when i read a story that speak of a man who behaves like i do in some negative way, and now im that guy, now i can see what it like to be me, pretty soon I am me again. I advise, if your goin crazy, be some one who can over come it - if it be Maitreya on the dragons wing, or Martin Luthors Kings men, or the dark Buddha of Lillyput - be what u need to be to learn about your self and then in so, learn to be your self, your genetic self; Samsara. Correct your sin of the before fathers, in your own life - dont repeat, better your self better than your parants and in turn teach the children to be better than me - not like me - ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Come as you are now- but Die clean samsara, die clean-------------------------------------------------

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