If your born in the wild with out ever having contact with society you (according to my definition of ego)will never develope an ego.
That means that to develope an ego you must be indoctinated to be what people say you are accroding to society and language assigned to convey what we are (false center)
Most Folks know themself them self only from hearsay
If no one tells us what/who we are--- we just are; and with out title(true/naturalcenter)
This then means to understand you are Nobody then you must first be told you are somebody--- then reach to dis-cover what we was before we was taught from a young age and then through the false we find the truth.
How can we find truth with out false pointing the direction? with out false there would be know truth.
Yes it is double edged and sounds dualistic but not naturaly; it via domestication. Only silance and the original condition is single but here we are no matter where we are at---if your reading this- you have been domesticated to some degree to be able to read, use a mechanical comuter and write. You have been tamed.
Up to the "individual" to re-wild. This is not enlightenment. Enlightenment is to find philosophical or religious insite according to logico or reason.
Exscuse me...Its hard to communicate using this language---my first language is silance.
That is--- before I learned to always be thinking using words I just was a being with grunts and moans, clicks and sighs and cried for some tit allot. Still do--- just not from Mom.
As it is Now--- to communicate and use logic is to be reasonable. The more educated(indoctrinated) one is the more reasonable one is or able to reason such as a Attorney (means to twist) trained in critical thinking and logic so he/she can be always twisting words to most logical lies.
Words are vague sub-divisions of silance. Little basterds. But I must use them to down load this softwear.
Oh yes...language is a softwear programed on your hard drive from your birth and logos is language and so then reason is also a social program (to brain wash/tame)
So then since concepts are dualistic in commuunication of english its near impossable to communicate oneness without using an oposite. Just saying "one" implys there is more than that. And to say Zero implys there is an oposite. Thats the way language, nubers and symbols are designed.
What I am silantly out loud intending to convey using english is that the best way that I have found after much research to grow beyond the box/grid of society and religion is to let die the false--- after finding whats false then embracing the true center---throw away false device/vice (at least till the true center is nature again and fully understood)including the tyranical clock and enter the eternal Now.
Nowarchy is made of nothingness Now, Nevermore
We find there is no Santa via the concept of Santa Clause. Without hearing of Santa we can not "question" his being truth or falsity---again dualistic.But how else do I communicate nature (wild) and its un-natural (tame) ways of mankind?
In other words The Jokers Wild. The tame remain tame and in captivity unless the wild set them free. Observe the Dogs---they will gather under the masters table to eat the table scraps and those who leave the master grasp will pack together near mans trash heaps and man-ure.
Anyone who bites the hand that feeds will lick the boot that kicks!
The tame No Not they are tame- untill some one using reason can show them this cuz the tameing process began at birth. The re-wilding process can only begin if one searches for it beyond books and schooling in silance and the un-beaten path (not likley to happen). So Now a wild man who was once nearly tame shows them the way out of the circus show and back to the "garden" of innocents or back to the true center.
But then most commonly the tame dog returns to its vomit...
When our spiritual growth accelerates- the sense of self expands, then Timelessness is sensed. The Witness at the ground of Being shines brighter encompassing both more of the past, present and future.
This is what gives us the sense of Timelessness. The inner alchemical marriage expands our Present Point of Awareness to encompass the sense of our Total Life.
Time = Tie-me
How do we escape the Bondage?
With the heightened sensibilities and consciousness we understand that our body-soul (soul=solar=Halo=Sun) knows what is coming up in future; even when we do not consciously always know. Whatever stage of the alchemy we are experiencing Now is also in the future because of the sequence of the alchemy arising.
Whatever is happening Now is set to happen in the future. This is so called psychic ability--- rather awake or in dreams--- we may have experienced this.
From the book "Biology of Kundalini" Throughout the awakening ego-function is less solid and there is a dissolving of the sense of "I." This conserves the energy that would have gone into daily life for the metamorphic chemistry itself. Perhaps our ego becomes more indeterminate because our normal conscious range is amended with extra bandwidths from the subconscious and transconscious. Until we have integrated these new levels we feel somewhat like a fish out of water, and at the same time never more ourselves. While the ego structure is "less solid" it is also more reactive--and this serves to speed processing, detoxification and conscious recognition of things we normally would be oblivious to.
The ego completely disappears during states of extreme kundalini, but then it comes back hours or days after. What is really interesting is that when the ego does disappear and only witness remains, we are paralyzed and we lose our sense of time. Ekhart Tolle said when you negate ego you negate time. Perhaps there is a pre-egoic uroboric loss of time, and a trans-egoic Cosmic loss of time. Pre-egoic time loss constitutes oblivion and trans-egoic is nirvana; different brain chemistry on the one hand leading to a diminishment of consciousness and on the other an expansion of consciousness.
If we consciously incarnate or witness our Presence Now then the psychological need for external security lessens. Fear for our security is related to past memory and future time. The time-bound ego is simply one that has not adequately delved into states of trans-egoic loss of time and come back to loosen its obsession with the past and future. The quality of a human life is reflected in how deeply Infinity is experienced Now.
Fasting increases depth penetration of consciousness, by increasing the perception of conscious-bites/second, this slows our subjective experience of time. This increase in conscious-bites/second is what makes reality more vivid with kundalini, drugs, or falling in love etc... Basically fasting reduces the "noise"...one can talk about chemical interference of toxins and metabolites, but really it is also evident on the quantum level, with reduction in quantum interference. Whenever Žlan vital rises we register more conscious-bites per second. Jana Dixon
To increase the sense of timelessness--- rather early on in one's spiritual growth- or rather you've been on that path for many years and this is the first you've heard of this- One can simply get rid of your wrist watch and the addiction of constantly looking to the clocks to steer our movements from one stage to the next. Allowing clocks to dictate our movements will keep our consciousness low. To unplug is to unplug the clocks. We have become so plugged in to clock time- many of us can tell the approx time without even looking at a clock. Imagine loosing that ability to having no idea what time it is---its simply night or day, morning or afternoon, evening or Midnight.
Imagine seeing a movie frame by frame rather than fast motion with every sense of you body tuned in to the Now! Imagine when this will be possible.
Some wise person once said that "Isn't synchronicity just increased conscious awareness?"
Enjoy synchronicity while it’s happening because the intensity of it will come and go, and other forms of weirdness may arise. For example when a friend was visiting for the first week we saw nothing but paradox everywhere...so we coined the term God-Damn-Paradox. Synchronicity does make life seem like a drug trip some days. Jana Dixon
There is synchronicity and then there is false synchronicity. The false can be artificially induced using memes and symbols. It can also be induced using words that are phonically the same so to unconsciously synchronize, this irony is missed on the conscious level and can be used to manipulate the unknowing mind. I say Da javu is only an echo from the un-conscious to the conscious mind. The more conscious we become the less sub-conscious we become. Living a non-habitual life with out the cyclic tyranny of the clock will lead us to a more conscious life and synchronicity will become natural and more often enjoyed as we continue to grow with the flow of nature. Then the artificial will be easily spotted- and sent to the recycling bin.
From the Book "Biology of Kundalini" By Jana Dixon The more work we do to clear out the bugs in our emotional and rational processes that weigh us down and keep our inertial gravitation around the conventional-conditioned consensus mind...the more we stabilize this higher level where both timelessness and nonlocal consciousness, dream and awaking seem to be interpenetrated. The more people that are acting in flow the more synchronicity happens. You might want to start documenting the synchronicites and formulating theories on time and nonlocal consciousness.
As consciousness/enlightenment is infinite there must always be an interference pattern on the sector boundary in moving from a former state/stage to a new and higher state/stage. When we are not used to witnessing this shift it would appear first as a "disorientation." But as we get used to moving into deeper layers, it would be felt more as a "reorientation" and then a "proorientation" and eventually a "prioriorientation." Essentially following the path of Self rememberance, an anamnesis of our Original Face.
The witness gets so stable as it were, that it is centered in consciousness itself, not in the objects of consciousness. When we are no longer identified with our thoughts or objects in the phenomenal world, we are essentially free to consciously choose between them, rather than be a "product" of mere thought and phenomenal karma. At that point we start to get into Brezney's pronoia...where we observe the universe is conspiring in every way to aid and support our enlightenment and wellbeing
Many of us are increasingly experiencing synchronicity more and more as we grow spiritualy. I write this so that those of us who are--- will study it more so we can understand it and communicate through it; but also be able to spot when we and others are being manipulated with false synchronicity's and sold magic tricks for the lowest in consciousness. On the Nowarchy Open Forum there is a link to a free book that will explain more on false synchronicity for those wanting a deeper understanding of it---its a bit outdated but valuable all the same--- hitting some key points.
During the darkness many are waiting for the morning light to come. Then there are those who when it is light are waiting for the darkness. When it is dark- the light is very attractive and the light shines. When it is daylight- it is the darkness that shines.
We need to embrace our dark sides as well as the light, not have the illusion that we are all light. Understand and exept both as real and inside us as well as on the outs. Opposites attract and this is the duality used to divide us as family of man/woman kind.
False dichotmy's are leading us to extiction and our planets extiction!
Nature is perfect, it always flows seamlessly changing. To embrace nature then and be likewise---is to attain to perfection, natural perfection no less. There are no concepts in natures laws, but there is what seems to be a natural duality. Man and Woman are a duality it seems, but when the two converge it is natural love and bliss, or when family is secure it is true love; or any group of lovers converge no matter the gender, "timeor place" it is always bliss. Love is without border- just as nature has no borders. The borders we make in thought forms and ethical debates of right and wrong. They are what divide us and we in turn allow ourself to be at war with one another---our own family in the chess game of good vs evil or light vs darkness.
I advicate getting rid of the un-natural chess board that has broken the family of man/woaman kind into thousands of factions of religions, politics, sports and race. If there is a Race--- Let this be the last finish line!
Lets stop playing the synthetic games and converge as natural family and share true love as mankind. Flow with the Now rather than allow the tyranny of a clock dictate our worship of life.
The love birds have no schedual or meeting times. Nature drives the natural- and the artifical drives the un-natural. It is an emotion that tells us to have sympathy and keep love all day and night--- not a schedualed meeting headed by a designated clergyman with his rule books of "who can or can not" be loved. We have got way to caught up in pushing buttons and pulling levers for our masters and lost contact with our natural perfection. And by design.
I see the big picture including light and darkness as one natural flow---A synthisis of the highest order--- but compaired to our social order this will be seen as chaos. Why? Because it eliminates the games and disolves all imaginary borders.
Our value to one another can not be measured. It is measurments that have divided us.
I know that the truth we seek is hidden in nature, inside us beneath the false center society has created in the form of title, class,charactor roles and heirarchy. Being a nobody frees up a hell of allot of consciousnes and love!
Let us find what we seek together in peace and love with some fun and laughter. Can we re-wild back with Mother Nature? She will take care of the un-natural as she see's fit. How much more the ones who embrace her?
Lyrics "In the Dark" Billy Squire 1981 Album title :Dont say No
Life isn't easy from the singular side Down in the hole some emotions are hard to hide It's your decision it's a chance that you take It's on your head it's a habit that's hard to break Do you need a friend would you tell no lies Would you take me in are you lonely in the dark...
You never listen to the voices inside They fill your ears as you run to a place to hide You're never sure if the illusion is real You pinch yourself but the mem'ries are all you feel Can you break away from your alibis Can you make a play will you meet me in the dark...
Don'tcha need me...hey, hey Don'tcha need me...oh yea Don'tcha leave me...hey, hey Don'tcha need me...oh yea
You take no int'rest no opinion's too dear You make the rounds and you try to be so sincere You guard your hopes and you pocket your dreams You'd trade it all to avoid an unpleasant scene Can you face the fire when you see me there Can you feel the fire will you love me in the dark...
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